29112017

 

 

29112017

 

name of dream: a nightmare of a child

 

a girl of five or six

 

she was on a sofa in a sitting position coming out of a sleep

 

as she was waking she peed herself

 

the urine jetted from her body in a stream

 

she was sweating profusely and her fringe was stuck to her forehead

 

she looked at me and spoke a sentence

 

the sentence was a question which queried whether she was different

 

it was as though someone had just come out of an anaesthesia sleep and wanted to know if the operation had saved their life

 

then she was asleep again

 

addenda

 

qod 3

 

qos 3.4

 

p or o ?

 

pde's

 

notes 1

 

the stand out part of the dream was the deeply sincere manner she spoke

 

it was if she thought i had the ability to make one reality or another for her

 

this might be the time to remind ourselves of the characteristics which can endure forever in the forever

 

there probably isn't one adult person who has retained the characteristic's they had as a five-year-old anywhere in the world

 

yet that it is what it takes to merge with eternity

 

the ability to change realities in a moment

 

an open-mindedness which can embrace a new happiness

 

the ability to absorb new thoughts and actions in an instant

 

complete flexibility to be in one state or another

 

to get to where we seek to get means complete trust in every other person

 

the thought of self-before others won't exist

 

the simple act of giving without receiving, which children find easy to do, will have become the norm...

 

this is the gist of what we have to become

 

that two adults arguing in the presence of a child-mind can cause such a severe reaction gives us an indication of just how poor our understanding of ourselves is

 

 

 

 

 

 

utility