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the name of the dream: four in a bed
two of the ladies were in their element, as i was, but one of the girls wasn't
the dream was completely satisfactory apart from that
came out of the dream and was playing it over in awake-time adding a little here and there as i went back to sleep
now i was in a room about three by two metres
the room was an ablution with four or five sinks and a drinking fountain; one of those ones that have a toggle at the side of the basin which could be moved sideways or up and down and at any angle but it had to have downward movement to get the water to spurt
it was while on the third or fourth swallow that an "ooy" sounded out
it couldn't have been any louder without waking me out of the dream
it lasted a full two seconds of dream-time
it resounded off the bare, granite walls and the solid concrete floor and shook me right out of a relaxed dream-state into a state of attentive-awareness
then the scene changed... there was a large, stocky man in dark clothes who filled the door frame and he was not happy
it wasn't until the moment when the door was opened that and saw the man in a uniform i realised it was night-time and yes, i'm in prison again
it was the middle of the night; the night-guard had been doing his rounds when he came across my empty bed and was put out that he had to open and close doors to find me; i had to be careful how i reacted, if i said the wrong thing or didn't move in the right way he would make an entry into his log and it would mean misery of one sort or another if the prison governor had to spend time adjudicating a minor infraction; but more than any of these things, the night-guard had been totally officious and had used his safe position to address me like a dog that was in the middle of pooping on the doorstep
in my book he had just verbally assaulted me"
but how to get back at him without getting into more trouble ?
i slowly looked around and said in a quiet purposeful voice "where am i ?"
the guard didn't respond, he was weighing things up
i then asked "who are you ?" still the guard was silent, he had bought it, almost
he then said "c'mon"
a few steps along the doorway he asked: "which is your room ?"
i wasn't going to fall for that
i was looking from left to right and slowly shaking my head with uncertainty every time he asked "
after asking me three times he opened one of the doors and motioned me in
this one ?""this is your room" he stated
i looked around the room, made out like i was thinking for a few moments and said resignedly "i'm in prison"
the guard said "yes"
i waited for what seemed to be a long enough time
" i can't get to sleep. i haven't slept for two days " then... "i've been a sleep-walker all my life" i lied convincingly, and continued with... "it's been the cause of more trouble than anything"
the guard was becoming human again and i could see he was ready for the full treatment
"in case you're wondering what i'm in for it's handing out papers in the street calling the government liars and murderer's and i was charged with libel"
the guard hadn't come across a real-life cool hand luke and was looking at me
i asked him if he could give me a smoke and in the next scene think we were back in his night-office
if i played my part and things went well there could be a cup of tea to go with the fag
the category of the dream: prison () closed () and x dream: (31)
notes of x dream
it is a sad fact that the writer is getting more pleasure from his dream-time x dreams than he is in awake-time
the pleasure's of x is a whole bookful of knowledge on its own
for starters... the level of pleasure that is associated with x is almost at a minimum at this time compared to how it will be
again, pleasure is a state, a state that increases five and ten-thousandfold while we are man-shaped
it doesn't stop there
the next time you engage in x try to imagine ... you are in an incomprehensibly intense state of pleasure and are minding your own business enacting straight-line-action when you feel a level of pleasure in your back greater than anything you have known before
while still moving forward you spin around to see what caused it and there's nothing there
you spin back around again, still moving forward, and see another mathematical entity a little way ahead of you and the mere sight of the mathematical entity produces an increased sense of well-being
you have just experienced loving-fun coming from a more seasoned straight-line practitioner plying hide and seek
or, you are moving in a straight line experiencing a state of pleasure when your feeling of pleasure becomes even greater still
still moving forward you turn around to see what caused it and there's no one there
you have just experienced mysterious love (a more seasoned straight-line practitioner dropped out of the fourth dimension touched you on your back and popped back into the fourth dimension)
the most seasoned straight-line practitioner of all knows more ways of producing pleasure than there are quons in the universe
playful love... mysterious love... exciting love... dynamic love... joyful love... persistent love... calming love... shared love... speed-love... relaxing love... exhilarating love... shy love... bold love... acrobatic love... blissful love... ecstatic love... active love... passive love... straight-line love... see-saw love...
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