dreams diary 2

12082020


the name of the dreams: 

the girl on a bench, aunt grace, the horses' field, x dream, robert and me


the girl on a bench


a girl was sitting down to my left


the writer was standing next to her


it was going to be our first kiss


leant over and put my left hand on her left shoulder


as she was turning to face me, timed it so that my face would be close to hers when she was fully turned


knowing that her face would automatically turn upwards to look at me


our lips touched before our eyes met


didn't have the feeling that i knew her


her lips were full lips with only a little difference in size between the top and bottom lip


my lips seemed to sink into hers


an involuntary surprised sound of pleasure escaped from my mouth as our lips lost contact


this kiss goes into the top ten kisses of both states of consciousness


over the last few years, dreams and awake-time experiences have become equally vivid when remembered


the thought that the dream-time conscious eventually becomes the dominant conscious re-asserts itself


the horses field


standing next to a wall about a metre-and-a-half high


the wall was made of stone with jagged-edged stones on top


there were spaces between each stone which made it difficult to climb over


beyond the wall was a short-cut grass field that extended to the horizon


within a couple of metres on the other side of the wall were two brown horses


to the left of the horses stood a man


he was subtly goading mgoading me in a subtle way into getting over the wall


he was probably the landowner


it was a bone of contention with him that people walking along the lane would cross his field and save walking the extra miles to get where they were going


he was hoping after climbing onto the wall i would lose balance, fall or land awkwardly and unsettle the horses


it was possible my sudden presence would startle the horses and they may feel as though they were under threat and kick out at what might be an attacker


looking at the muscularity of the back legs of the horses (the stand-out visual) told me a back-kick from either horse would seriously injure me


was veering to not going over the wall when the dream ended


faunt gracies'


at auntie graces'


a one-scene dream had the feel of entertainment about it


something i said or done, i thinki


popular patient


in hospital


lying down on the bed in my room


the door opens and a woman aged forty to fifty comes in and stands in the centre of the room


she doesn't speak or move


get up and go and stand in front of her


still, she doesn't say or do anything


after a few moments of scrutinising her face the penny drops


she wants me to "take her"


put my hand around her shoulder and kiss her


we remain in the kissing position


eventually, she leaves


am now lying down again


the door opens and another woman comes into the room


she comes in and, as with the previous woman she doesn't move or speak...


robert mitchum and me


unusually for epic dreams, this one had accompanying dreams with unrelated themes


the dream, like the scenes on the bike, speed along at breakneck pace


the first scene, robert is sitting and very relaxed, almost lazy


he is due to leave for america within a day or two


he has a lot of things to do before he leaves to go back to america


something i say causes him to ask me if i would help him to do those things he must do


couldn't believe he would ask me to help him


i jump at the invitation


the glamorous notion of being his chauffeur driving a limousine went out the window when we went to where a motor-bike and sidecar was parked


robert was doing the driving


there were at least three scenes of us having to deal with troublemakers


"mitch" was in his element in a "scrap"


my involvement in the fights was minimal


robert was a genuine tough guy


he "sorted them out" in double-quick time


on one occasion he didn't have enough cash to pay for something


it felt great to help him out


he settled his bill with his landlady and paid for the day after just in case he needed another day


again, my money came to the rescue


in another scene, we had to go through the centre of coventry


a small group had set up a tennis match


we had to drive too near to them for their comfort


one of the men playing tennis put himself in front of the motorbike


robert showed his skill at driving a motorbike and scared the person holding the racket by swerving close to him


robert was concerned he didn't have enough money


asked him to show me how much he had


there were two scenes when we both checked our money


we both had loose change and both of us had dozens of shiny three-pence coins which comprised the bulk of the coins (stand-out visual)


he had much more than was needed


assured him he had more than enough and suggested getting something to eat


robert didn't want to eat but he did want to go to the pictures


asked him if he has seen chernobyl, he said he hadn't


a new version of it was on release


the reviews of it were good


on the way to the pictures we got waylaid...another poor recording has meant the rest of the dream was lost


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addenda: vividness 3 to 4 participant and observer - the category of the dream: epic and non-epic dreams mix (1) celebrities (4+) robert mitchum kissing dream () x-dream () animals () mammals () horses friends and relations (35+) aunt grace (3+)



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